Whenever you decide, you can change your life. You don't have to care your age or something like that. My best friend had a beautiful baby and became a mother in her mid-forties. She's stayed young not only mentally but also physically.
I got a new job for living. I think it's good one. Music is my life, and the life makes the music. This new job will give me some passion again for living. Then my music, my songs will be good again. I've been struggling "to be or not to be that is the question" things. I was obsessed with it. But now I'm free from the spell. Thrill is gone. ha, ha, ha. You can change your life, and I think I did it. Thank you for Mary J. Blige. Your new song "Just Fine" gave me a tap on the back.